baba will have his operation at 10 am turkish time... 3pm malaysian time... i will join the rest of the zaim siblings in our wait for baba n the operation..

yesterday, i felt fat coz i had not done any proper park walking for 2 days..yes..i do walk here n there... but it was not enough to make me feel good..


so this morning i woke up at 6am... cycled for half an hour, woke the kids up... sent them off to school n later cycled for another 15 minutes... i would have cycled more but i am not sure when halil will return home (he stayed at babaz to look after his dad last nite)....so i quit quite fast.. took my bath (i was totally sweaty after that)... and here i am..waiting for my beloved to come home..to have breakfast with me n later head for the hospital...

i was right... exercise lift my spirit (everyone knows that fact anyway)... i feel better now... i am still fat ayway... i dare not look at the weighing scale today... and by the way...i had this craving for soy milk yesterday.. found the soy beans n made my soy milk...i love it with brown sugar but i didnt have it at home... so i had to make do with the whte sugar...ahhhh..heaven on earth! i still crave for sugar cane juice... but we dont have sugar cane here.. have to wait till i go to malaysia next year... which brings me back to the question.. will we be able to go back to malaysia next year? baba is sick..in this condition... we cant leave the country...thats unthinkable...Allah knows... Anyway... this weight challenge is up n on the go!

p.s... yesterday i went to carrefour with my dear beloved.was in front of dunkin donuts.. managed to convince myself not to buy them super sweet donuts (they claim that itz zero cholestrol! hehehe)..right now.. i regret it coz i am actually salivating thinking of them donutS! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... cabarannnnnn...