Updates

It was a longgggg time ago that i last updated this blog. I was busy somewhere else..other blogs to manage..

how is my weight? before going to adremit(early september), i was 22 kg overweight from my ideal weight. I think the swimming in the blue sea... the eating cereals while i was there... for a month or so i was quite..not totally..*quite careful with what i was eating..

Did i lose weight?

NOPE! why?

COKE! Carbonated drinks!!!

eversince then.. i eat but i try not to overdo my eating..i forgot at times of course... hey! i love food!! give me a break here alrite?

But i do notice one thing though.. eversince hatice has started her pre school education, i walk a lot.. i went to the banks..bla bla bla..most times, when the weather allows n baddin my superboy does not fee tired.. we walk a lot...
As a result...
though i am still as fat as ever..i notice that the thigh parts of my pants r no longer as tight as it used to.. my tummy area.. though not so obvious has decreased an inch or two... nobody in the family notices this of course except merve n halil... i notice the difference..that is what matters..

i am worried about winter... how will i go out walking wih baddin in the cold weather.. i find it exhilirating! walking i mean.. i have an indoor bicycle at home.. but i get bored cycling it.. nothing to see..it is really boring..

ihave come to a conclusion.. starvation is not my cup of tea.. the more i starve myself..the more i eat. I will need to eat in moderation all my favourite food...do loads of walking..

i am really looking forward for baddin to start his pre school education next year? i know i said i would be bored to be left alone.. but i think i am planning to exercise..i e walk more without anyone to slow me down..

or i may just ask halil to buy me an outdoor bicycle? we will see..

i need to lose my weight becoz:

1. i need to feel good about myself again
2. for my health
3. i need to be able to buy clothes from pazar.. they r cheaper.
4. i dont want to look too fat when kısmet knock at my door n i can visit my homeland..i am sure everyone will kutuk me...they r already doing it thru phone :0)

all in all.. i have no idea how much i weight right now... but i am sure there is a longgggggggg way to go before i can look decent among those gorgeous ladies i see walking on the street
Food!!